Inferiority

Last time, I asked a question in Utar Confession page on Facebook.
I expressed my expression about the love and the truth of love behind this cruel-some society.
Although only less than 3 people replied my post ( it's very common in this page as nobody want to give a single f*ck to your expression)
One of the replies give me a very huge impression
And it somehow deeply brand up in my heart and my brain as well.

It said : "Your inferiority is also one of the reason why you're single"

Hmm......I'm too inferior ?

Yeah......

Ever since I was at school, I was always thinking this question for anytime and anywhere.
Is that the reason that I couldn't get a girlfriend，
or even making new friends ？
or adapting a new life well ?

Don't know for what reason , every time I saw someone have a better life than me,
or done a job/task well but I didn't
or someone have many friends or even have a girlfriend but I didn't
I always feel that a jealously came out from my heart
I always thinking emotionally : I'm so sh*t !
I never as same as him
Look at him, he's more handsome, richer, have many great skills and ability
have many friends, even girls !
What do I have ? Nothing!
Nothing man !

Is this called a inferiority ?
Damn ! What a huge feeling !

What can I do?
Do a counselling ?
Asking friends for help ?
Do some stuffs to disperse my distraction ?
Hmm,
I tried
but it seems ineffective for me
lol....


Maybe I should try something else......

Hopefully I can get this sh*t out from my heart
Good luck to me !