Every time whenever I'm busy on assignments, or bathing, or sleeping , I always ask this question in brain for all time :
Why I don't have a girlfriend ?
Recently, United States has legalize the marriage in homosexuality. Thousands of gays and lesbians came up at social media to show their love. Although I have no any comments about this legalisation, I do always has this question came out from my mind. I was thinking even the gays and lesbians have their own partners/spouse, but why I can't get one ? Why ?
Every time whenever at campus , or shopping mall or LRT , I always notice many couples with hand holding each other in there. It makes my heart feels so full of jealousy, wandering what could happen if that guy was me. Besides, there's some beauty girls around in the place I mentioned earlier, but almost most of them are either have a partner or not me to after for her.
Is my face not handsome enough ? or I'm not rich ? Not nice enough ?
I honestly admit that my face is totally ugly compare to most of the other males (seriously), Every time I woke up , and I look at the mirror , observe my facial features carefully, and a voice quickly came from my mind : Who is this guy ? Why so damn ugly ? Hehe, I know, my face already not social-alike since I was born, and it was become even ugly every time I grown up. Guess it was my destiny, I think.
For handsomes, whatever they did to girls, rape, cheating, abusing can be forgiven. But a guy with stupid ugly face like me, she could have to kill him even though he is just staring at her eye for just few seconds.
Expections vs Reality.....
Rich ? Nah, I don't like those playboys who have anything they have.I have no any property, I have no BMWs, no iPHONE 6 Plus , no Nike Jordan shoes, and any stuffs that are worthy. Girls nowadays are too realistic on money, so much that they willing to abandon their self-respect to do whatever a rich wants, even his face is uglier than me.
(sigh) Girls..... Money.....
No money, no girls ......
Am I a nice person ? Haha, I'm always a nice person, just most of the people can't truly see it hahaha. My talking behavior may sounds rude and not polite, but I'm indeed a good person. I can be very friendly to most of the people, especially girls. If the girls have any problems, I can do whatever I can to help them. I just don't have this chance. God sake !
Who cares about whether you are nice or not, as long as you are ugly then no business you.
Nowadays.......
Well.....
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.
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At this situation, getting a girlfriend is somehow an impossible target for me, in Chinese there's a phrase called : “可遇不可求 ”，in English it could be mean : you can see it but you can't have it (maybe that's a stupid translation). Where can I get a girlfriend ? Probably in my dream or even video games I think.
(SIGH) I thin probably don't have any "women attracting" or known in Chinese as " 女人缘" at all ever since I was young. Poor for me.
Man, I wish I could have a girl, like this pic :
Every time whenever at campus , or shopping mall or LRT , I always notice many couples with hand holding each other in there. It makes my heart feels so full of jealousy, wandering what could happen if that guy was me. Besides, there's some beauty girls around in the place I mentioned earlier, but almost most of them are either have a partner or not me to after for her.
Is my face not handsome enough ? or I'm not rich ? Not nice enough ?
I honestly admit that my face is totally ugly compare to most of the other males (seriously), Every time I woke up , and I look at the mirror , observe my facial features carefully, and a voice quickly came from my mind : Who is this guy ? Why so damn ugly ? Hehe, I know, my face already not social-alike since I was born, and it was become even ugly every time I grown up. Guess it was my destiny, I think.
For handsomes, whatever they did to girls, rape, cheating, abusing can be forgiven. But a guy with stupid ugly face like me, she could have to kill him even though he is just staring at her eye for just few seconds.
Expections vs Reality.....
.
.
.
(sigh) Girls..... Money.....
No money, no girls ......
.
.
.
Am I a nice person ? Haha, I'm always a nice person, just most of the people can't truly see it hahaha. My talking behavior may sounds rude and not polite, but I'm indeed a good person. I can be very friendly to most of the people, especially girls. If the girls have any problems, I can do whatever I can to help them. I just don't have this chance. God sake !
Who cares about whether you are nice or not, as long as you are ugly then no business you.
Nowadays.......
.
.
.
Well.....
.
.
.
At this situation, getting a girlfriend is somehow an impossible target for me, in Chinese there's a phrase called : “可遇不可求 ”，in English it could be mean : you can see it but you can't have it (maybe that's a stupid translation). Where can I get a girlfriend ? Probably in my dream or even video games I think.
(SIGH) I thin probably don't have any "women attracting" or known in Chinese as " 女人缘" at all ever since I was young. Poor for me.
Man, I wish I could have a girl, like this pic :
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